For those of you still with me…
The news I couldn’t share earlier was…
Melisa & I are moving to India. That’s right, India, as in the continent of Asia, billions of people, India. We’ve got a little bit of a road ahead of us before we go, but that seems to the destination that God has laid before us. It’ll probably be a couple of years before we can free ourselves from our little pile of debt. Right now, that’s really the only thing keeping us around. Obviously we’ll miss our friends & family, but we believe God has called us to make a move to spread the good news that he loves us & that there is a clearly defined road to go to Heaven when you die.
I haven’t been very forward about my faith for a long time. I have to say that I’ve been lazy. I’ve been a schlub. (what is a schlub anyways?) Anyhow, my purpose here can no longer be defined as living for myself. I have not been living the life that I say I have or that I want to have. I’ve been living a lie. I’ve been selfish with my time & knowledge. If I know about the truth of Heaven & Hell, why don’t I speak of it more boldly? If I know that there is a possibility that people I know might end up in Hell after they die, why wouldn’t I do everything in my power to help them to see the truth?
Fear… Fear of rejection, fear of failure, fear of appearing foolish. I know a lot of people who would rather believe that their lives are their own to lead however they want without consequence. That they decide what is right & wrong for them. How do you tell some one like that that they are going to Hell if they don’t believe in Jesus Christ’s sacrifice?
By living what you believe.
I don’t think I’ve done a good job of living what I believe. Which begs the question, how can you truly believe something & not live that out? Selfish, sinful, self-centered, arrogant, ignorant attitudes.
Wow… I never really thought of myself in those terms. I’m generally a good guy. I give to people in need. I lend a helping hand whenever I can. But that’s not good enough. It’s not good enough to be a good guy. God calls us to a higher standard with responsibilities to him, not to ourselves.
OK… I’m done rambling for the moment. When I’ve had a chance to clear my thoughts & write something more cohesive, I’ll be back for more.
- Mas